patience,anger,yesterday

over the past 2 weeks or so, i've noticed how much patience i really have.

especially when it comes down to relationships and friends.

i have too much patience.

i wasn't really stressing about the disney auditions before. 

heck, i didn't even think i'd go through with it.

i just thought it'd be something i'd say i would do, but would never get to do.

and so here i am. i'm a step away. i filled out applications, i did the online stuff.

and now all i have to do is show up tomorrow.

and i'm really scared because i have no idea of what to expect.

but i'm excited for this. 

wish me luck! 

another thing on my mind is school. FUCK YOU SAC.

You make me angry! so after my whole complaint email to them about my situation

 i get an email back from them about 2 weeks later, and some help they were!

i'm angry about how they work things. its unfair.

yesterday was fun. minus the whole getting kicked out of tonys school for not being a student there. =/ 

that was pretty lame. but it was alright. i had a good nap in the car. =] after we had corner bakery and then red mango.

yaaay. and then had nap time, and then church, then tims house. gah his mom is such a good coook! tuna casserole and bread, and salad, mmmm! then we went to disneyland. yaaay.

good day.

my girl drama. i want to finish watching. but episode 53 has no subtitles yet =[

booooo.

i felt like someone just stabbed a knife through my heart.