thankful/worried.

i had a really amazing night last night. :]

i'm a little nervous about tomorrow
okay.. maybe not a little
VERY. very nervous.
i wish i wasn't going through it alone. =[
but i feel really thankful for these two friends i have in my life that have put in the effort to try and help me
you two are amazing
even if it didn't work out.. you still tried.
no matter how embarrasing it was
or how out of the way it was
you went out of your way to do this for me
and it tells me you really care,
and don't want to see me suffer or go through this kind of stress.
and thank you, for not thinking differently of me when i told you
thank you for understanding, for still being my friend
thank you for making it clear that if i need anything that you'd try to help me out
i think what you're doing tonight after your work is really going out of your way just to help me.
i mean you could be at home sleeping after you get off work
but no, thats not what you're doing.
and thank you to everyone else i talked to, and gave me advice on what to do.
i'd probably still be clueless if we didn't talk.
thank you thank you thank you


=/ i'm pretty worried right now
my moms flight was supposed to come in at 8, so ever since 8 we've been waiting for her to call to tell us to come pick her up from the airport.
its already 10:26pm. and at around 10ish some lady called not making much sense. =/ but she pretty much said my mom was coming home tomorrow and then before i could ask who she was and why she was coming home tomorrow instead of today... she hung up. =/
ahh what is going oonn