ARGH.

man oh man. the talks about the earthquake scare me.
well i'm out of class early today =]
psychology test was really easy
i'm feeling a little sluggish today.
i'm a little sad that i can't really do much.
i almost feel pathetic that i sink to like this really low level.
eh. i can't please everyone i want to please.
well i put myself in this hole. it'll take a long time for me to get out of it
sigh, i'll see it as another punishment. one of the consequences.
ew.
my heart is split between two passions.
so this is what some people experience in college.
a split. a fork. an unclear vision.
where to go? what to do?
sigh. more research.
on top of 3 papers i haven't started on yet. =/
i'm kinda mad that i fell into this hole because as a kid i told myself i would never go for it even if my mom forced me.
but look at me now!! WHAT the helllll. gahhh. decisions decisions decisions.
4 more weeks of school.
fuuuck.
i need a job.
yesterday i found a perfect job, the downside.. its located in los angeles.
its a gym for kids. maybe they'll open one up here in orange county. nahh.
but gah, this job sounds so fun. sigh.
maybe i'll be a bartender. AHAHAH NOT.
ugh 30 more minutes to go. i want my car back.