hm

you make me wonder.
how you'll turn out when you 15, 16, and so on.







as days slowly come to an end
i find myself in the position.. wanting to cry
because the day i dread is slowly approaching.
the day i have to make a decision
pick up and start over
again and again
being in this position makes me wish i was still that girl shutting people out of my life..
because maybe then, it wouldn't be so hard.. but i'm glad i'm not this girl anymore.
i'm finding this all hard to accept..
but this is how life is and this is life's surprises..
am i ready for it?
fuck no.