chris&jazzlyn

from now on, this is how its going to be

this isn't easy.

i feel as though i'm suffering

but i'll get through this. tira tira!

so i woke up this morning with that ugly feeling.

GAH. so i was basically feeling like crap all morning

i wasn't in the mood to eat, so i didn't have any breakfast,

and by the time it was lunch time i still wasn't hungry.

the only thing in my stomach is a popsicle. i didn't have dinner either.

i just haven't felt hungry. i tried eating a sandwich roll, but after one bite of it

i didn't want anymore. is there something wrong with me? are my unhealthy eating habits coming back again?

i sure hope not.

i feel sick inside though.

so i thought i wouldn't be doing anything but sit in my room, have problems focusing on homework and waiting for a tony phonecall

but my day wasn't really like that,

so i was thinking of my friends chris and jazzlyn. i called jazzlyn first to see what she was doing, and i didn't want to call chris because i felt i would have gotten some huge lecture from him about how bad of a friend i've been since i've done a bad job of keeping in touch and guess who picks up. -_- he picks up jazzlyns phone. ahahaha weird. and surprisingly he wasn't giving me a lecture. So they came over and seeing jazzlyns little nephew made my day. he's so adorable! and it was so cute watching him play mario kart. but man it was great seeing them.

so after they left, i used my brothers shoes to go running around the neighborhood. dang. he already has feet bigger than mine! we put our feet together and compared and his is bigger by an inch! what the heckkk! ahaha

so after a long time about wondering if tony was ever going to call, i decided to call. he sounded different on the phone, at first i thought that maybe i woke him up from a nap, or maybe he's in a quiet place where he can't talk so loud. but mm he said he was only doing homework.

i wonder if i ever crossed his mind today. or if he ever got that, i want to talk to her feeling, or a i miss her.

hmm. i don't know

but gah i have to sleep early tonight

going to school early. =[ not looking forward to the bus ride home after though

sigh i want my license. i thought calling would be the answer, but i got the "systems are unavailable at this time" =[

freeeeeeeaking dmv!

so i was looking at the calender earlier today. and yesterday marked me and tonys 37 months. ee wow.

so i'm going to eat even if i don't feel hungry.

i hope this isn't another stomach flu situation.

those suck. but i haven't been burping a lot

so i don't think it is.

i smell a rat.