so i spent a good 4-5 hours sitting in the church
since it was a wednesday, the filipino group came in and prayed the rosary
and then there was 6:30 mass
i sat in the 2nd to last pew
it felt good to let everything out
it felt good to cry
after peoples points of views, after experiencing change,
after feeling a bit of lonelyness.. all i wanted to do was cry.
a few minutes after mass ended, the couple sitting infront of me turned around.
the lady stuck her hand out at me, i reached for it and she squeezed my hand.
her husband did the same right after, and before she left, she took out a pink cut out heart and handed it to me.
it was so unexpected.
i wanted to cry more. i stared at the heart in my hand. went over its edges
i didn't find the answers to my questions today
but i was able to experience prayer and a gift of love.
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