damn.

why is it so hard to look for a freaking halloween costume
i wanted to be a flight attendant. :[
a FLIGHT ATTENDANT.

i wish it didn't feel like he didn't want to talk.
i hate those kinds of feelings. where you get only little responses from the other end.
=/ i'm trying. sometimes i think the effort i put into trying isn't enough
but i'm seriously putting in too much effort
to please, to understand, to be patient..