monday/thoughts

i wished to be in 3 places at once
unfortunately i didn't get to everything i wanted to do today.
but i was able to go to blockbuster and rent Father of the Bride, thanks to Steve
and then i went to the parent meeting for my mom
and i got to say hi to dion and tim. and it was cool seeing them
for the most part, seeing them made my day.
i was disappointed in these so called parents.
i wanted to beat the crap out of some parents for acting rude towards one of the vietnamese speakers.
i mean come on, so what if you aren't vietnamese.. like really, they have to sit through deacon speaking in spanish.
and ugh this one vietnamese lady was really really rude, talking all loud while the vietnamese speaker was explaining things.
like okaaay. wheres the respect towards people of your own race?
if you were sitting by her, you could tell she was making fun of this lady, thinking she was all better than her.
mm i'm a little sad i didn't get to go to the disney parade auditions.
one day the time will be right.. just not now i guess..

its strange how the feeling still seems so new to me
brand new.. how come it grows old for some people?

sigh. what i was once afraid of, is back.. =[
what i had thought was long gone, isn't gone.
its still there, back to haunt me.