just another manic mondaay

unfortunately, nothings changed.
once a problem, always a problem

man, so i didn't get to go biking today.
=[ freaking wind.
so if it isn't windy tomorrow, i'm going first thing in the morning.
if the weather is perfect on wednesday, i plan on going to the beach
i have a brilliant idea. so i have to stop by american apparel and hope they have what i want so i can make this work
-_- this would be a lot easier if i had a good paying job.
yet there are other places besides american apparel that would probably offer the same kind of things i'm looking for but for cheaper.
but my first place on the list is american apparel, then forever21, then a dance store.
thursday, my mom comes home from the philippines.
i'm pretty excited to see her.
but at the same time i'm a little eh.
because from then on, we're cutting back on spending.
her exact words. :[
damn. i have way too much on my mind. my school records for 2 of my classes are being put on hold after today because my mom hasn't payed tuition for those classes yet. and i'm hoping i don't get dropped from those classes because of that, because i tried fucking hard to get myself in those classes. on top of that i have a speech midterm. sociology exam. and some personal stuff.
i'm hoping this stress doesn't change anything.. i'm scared shitless. =[
and the best way to keep myself away from this stress is to be more preoccupied.
and i promise to try my best to help avoid thinking about what's stressing me out.


= oh my goodness. that bigass monster cockroach that scared some of the girls during the gl retreat still lives. i saw it in the kitchen in the middle of the doorway blocking me from getting to the water. =[
why is it so ginormous!?