current thoughts

-i wasted my time playing with a joke that fooled me
-this sick feeling is weighing me down
-i want to know how to change a liar, because being lied to sucks
-i want to know why i'm scared to open up and why we can't go any deeper
-i've heard that this happened to them, i've seen this happen to them, but i never thought, one bit, it would happen to _

i'm amazed by how much you and i have grown