=] to =/

my day was going pretty well until around evening-ish.
band practice was fun, and all of us minus tim and jane went out to lunch at an all you can eat korean bbq place
this place tops the first and only korean bbq place i went to
i felt addicted to the raddish stuff. ugh! it was freaking delicious!
we spent about 1 and a half hours there. pretty craazy
it was weird because at one point i couldn't tell if i was full or not.. sigh
i got my moneys worth for sure =]
welll, after korean bbq, tony, law and i went back to starbucks.
thats when my day started going downhill. =/
i didn't like what i was feeling, or how i was being treated/talked to
i mean.. after only trying to help, i get talked to in this sort of way that sounds annoyed/angry
and then not being talked to at all from then on.
why did it seem like it was only me?
it leads me to thinking if i did something wrong..

why does this happen between us like once or more than once a month..?
and why did the word sorry sound forced/angry =[

i try to please you, help you, make you smile, laugh, make you feel loved,
hoping that the things i do make you happy..

sometimes i wish i could be one of those people who people could never get angry around, or talked down to