man..

everywhere i turn.. there's always something that will remind me..

of what i had, of what i dreamed and longed for...


i've already expressed what i wanted, what my heart wants..
and i have to learn that there's nothing i can do now.. but pray and hope for the best.

i'm upset, angry, frutrated.. to say you don't care.. says a lot..

-my first practicum is on tuesday. =[ i'm hoping i can get through it and focus. hardest test i'll ever meet in human anatomy.. sigh. or so i hear...
-i've lost the motivation.