hmm

i'm sick of applying for jobs and not getting a call back
and after a call back saying how good my cover letter was,
i was actually convinced that i was doing something right

but i'm so fed up on how i don't have a job yet.
i've been looking since march! craigslist and other random job sites.
its now may.. and what do i get? my inbox filled with spams, a new email address, and no job.


sigh.
oh and i finally made a list for my problem.

pros1:
-save more money
-everything new
-no stress for mom
-finished in 4 yrs.

cons1:
-surroundings/people
-nature
-everything new.
-acceptance

pros2:
-friends
-family
-church
-car
-fun
-no worries

cons2:
-money
-stress for mom.