untitled.

You will never understand why I am the way I am
You came from a totally different generation
Has it ever occurred to you that society today is different compared to how it was when you were my age growing up?
I still have thoughts of running away
leaving so called home to find a place i could call home
With these constant battles dragging me down
I'm slowly wilting.
I don't know what to do
or what to say
I can't walk around the house feeling comfortable
you have made home an uncomfortable place to walk around in
to eat in, to sit in, to relax in
No matter how many times i say sorry or try to say I'm sorry,
you will never accept it because of how my past is written out
You will never come to understand that a person can change
You won't ever get to know the real me because you don't want to replace the person you've seen in the past
people DO change
I may not be able to change my past, but i CAN change my future
People don't stay the same forever until they realize their mistakes and actually TRY to change
You can't accept the fact that I am one of these people.
and even if you did realize that I have changed, you will always bring back the past to haunt me.

It seems like this is one of those cases where you won't realize what you have until it's gone.