i hate this 'replaced' feeling.
its so sudden
its like w t f.
i hate this feeling
feeling out of place
with no sense of direction
wanting to fight
but being a poor pathetic soul
because of someone standing in the way
pathetic. thats what i think of myself
its what i hate about myself
why do i fucking care
why should i even give a fuck
it took me a day!
and I lost everything.
including my
dignity, pride
i'm done for
i have too much anger bottled up inside
hate and regret
i wish it was anything but regret
and feelings of being pathetic.