sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night
 and think i’m doing something wrong

I’ve felt like I’m not worth fighting for. because I wasn’t fought for.
and I know i shouldn’t feel this way because he isn’t the type to fight for something or in this case.. someone.. but I can’t help but feel this way. 



i’m tired of people saying, “you guys looked so cute, why did you break up with him.”
Well this was my doing and I asked for this. we had communication problems and all of our fights revolved around that issue. I went halfway sometimes the whole way and he couldn’t. so what, we were together for 3 years, i didn’t put it to waste. I learned. I got a lot out of it. I learned what type of person I am and who i could be and found that I needed someone that could meet me halfway and put in the same effort I was putting in to make our relationship work. 

and for the people making rumors and spreading them.. GET A FUCKING LIFE. This isn’t high school anymore. You need to get your facts straight. Did you ever think of even asking me? Don’t just straight up assume. Don’t go to other people to get your facts and make new assumptions. I’m an open person and will speak my mind and will tell you. From what was typed above, that is what went down.That was the only main reason on why I ended things. After our last fight, I broke it off to see if he would come running after me, to see if he would make the attempt to fix it.  I didn’t end things to be with someone else. I’m not that type of person to instantly jump into another relationship right away, especially after being in one for 3 years. That would be disrespectful. I’m not the type to rebound. I have respect. and to make sure we’re really on the same page: Law and I are only friends. Our break ups with our bf/gf may have happened in the same month/same week and too close together, but that doesn’t mean that we broke up with them to be with each other. I know 4 other couples who broke up in that same month. April was break up month. WE’RE FRIENDS. AND FRIENDS HANG OUT WITH EACH OTHER. Honestly, he’s one of my closest friends who I can vent to and thats all. Don’t tell me you’ve never heard of girls having close guy friends, or guys having close friends who are girls. So for the record, we are NOT seeing each other, NOT going out, NOT BF/GF, NOT dating. We’re FRIENDS. FRIENDS. FRIENDS.  These rumors going around are hurtful and to find that my own friends are behind it too, hurts even more. 


Another thing, please stop rubbing it in my face that Tony is seeing someone already and made it official. I am already aware of this. Yes I know its was way too soon to be doing that. But what do you want me to do about it? I’m not going to do anything about it. I did end things didn’t I? Sure call it rebounding, its his life. not mine..



Sincerely,
Camila Villareal.